maaan, life has been so rush nowadays.
o levels are approaching, prelims are even nearer.
i can't imagine , just can't.
i know i ain't smart.
i know i ain't stupid either.
but whats stopping me, i don't know.
peer presure i guess.
when people not studying gets better marks than i do,
i tend to feel, idiotic, stupid.
i reject these feelings.
but, when i think about people in the RIs, VJCs, i really can understand how powerful their minds are.
being able to cope so well with studies and fun.
for normal beings like us, we either play and play.
or study and study.
i feeeeeel stupid.
so stupid.
guess i gotta work harder.
gonna do that, but i don't have the motivation, and i don't have any aim in life.
people say that by having an aim , more productive work will be observed.
i just can't seem to find my aim.
i am not even sure, if i want to go to a poly or a jc.
i cannot even make sure that i can secure my points for my o levels to get me to a good institute.
this is killing me man.
LIVERPOOL VS SINGAPORE tomorrow!
;D i wanna watch!
see, i get distracted easily by things like these.
alrights, all the best.
cya guys.
MUNSHI[:
