LIFE.

I am having a hard time here.
-.-'"
school always clashes with np.
np clashes with np.
damn hard to choose can.
27th dec, 1 star kayaking and school's celebrating values day.
WTF!
always like that,
27th dec, 1 star kayaking and first aid course.
TELL ME.
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO CHOOSE.
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IF MISS BOTH COURSE, WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR,
NEXT YEAR, NO TIME FOR COURSES.
IF MISS SCHOOL, WHICH COURSE TO CHOOSE?
AN IT WILL AN ABSENT.
WITHOUT VALID REASON.
WTFFFFFF.
so how the hell am i supposed to make a decision?
direct me please.
life is so tough.